Comments | saygemarie: Hello Strangers

saygemarie

Hello Strangers

May 20, 2009 02:14

So yet again i have the internet. don't know where to start. Lonny broke up with me and a few weeks later he got engaged to the girl who introduced me to him 4 years ago (amanda) . he had told me he was in love with her too about a year and a half ago, but i didnt think he had a chance. and who am i to say they cant go bike riding or go to coffee ( Read more... )

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nogias May 20 2009, 15:34:20 UTC

Hey! I've missed you! I'm so glad to see you on LJ again. How are you?

pixiekingtom May 20 2009, 20:16:45 UTC

Welcome back hun!
I'm sorry it didn't work out for you, and yeah, there's NOTHING wrong with wanting to distance yourself from him after that

I wish the best for you... werehampster June 10 2009, 17:25:36 UTC

I hope that you are doing well even though I know that you don't like me at the moment. Eventually I would like to be friends if it is possible. When you are ready and want to go to coffee or something I am willing to answer any questions that you may have for me. Lonny loves you as I love Brian, but sometimes it's not enough. If you would like to talk you can leave a message with Lonny. Best wishes.

Re: I wish the best for you... saygemarie June 11 2009, 10:29:40 UTC

how can we ever be friends? i cant be mad at lonny because i knew his feelings for you. you however fed me lie after lie after lie "i could never date him, dont tell him this but he reminds me too much of my ex" "he is nothing more than a brother to me" ect ect. and you would sit and help me talk through my relationship problems like a friend would, all the while either developing feelings for him (and a friend would distance herself if that was the case) or as i origianally thought, the whole engagement was just payback for brian not taking you back. but ::shrug:: yes im angry at you, yes im bitter at you. i dont think i will ever get over this deep of a betrayal from you. even when i KNEW he loved you too i allowed him to spend alone time with you because i TRUSTED the two of you together. he BEGGED me not to tell you that you were the reason he broke up with me 2 years ago because he said you and brian would never talk to him again. i respected that because i knew you were my friend. Your wedding invitation WAS beautiful. Lonny ( ... )

Re: I wish the best for you... werehampster June 11 2009, 20:27:53 UTC

I would rather discuss this face to face, when you are ready. There is a lot that you don't know. Good luck.