Does anybody truly know what pain is? I think I finally found out exactly what the feeling is like. I've been crushed in the past, but nothing like this has ever happened to me.

Holy fuck man.

I don't know how all this shit happened to me, but let's just say that life is so FUCKED up right now. How did I go from simply going along to this stuff?????

Have any of you seen something that made you stop in your tracks and take notice? That's just what happened to me this morning. I feel as if I should be doing this on a daily basis, just to keep in touch.

Confusion abounds in waking thoughts these days. There is something so right, but yet so wrong about everything. Will a solution be viable here? Did I just come up with something profound, or just really messed up?

Holy fuck what is my problem...

Wednesday, November 8th, 7:30 p.m., Marsh Auditorium, come here me play the following works:

Sarabande & Gigue -- Fisher Tull
Legende, op. 66 -- Florent Schmitt
Canzone -- Tristan Keuris
Plac Saxofonu -- Otmar Macha
Sonata -- Stephen Dankner

Afterwards I'm going to Crescent City for dinner and drinks.

Next Wednesday, November 8th at 7:30, Marsh Auditorium, my doctoral solo recital. If it goes as well as my rehearsal did yesterday, it should be awesome.

Hey Cheryl, how's the job going? I've read what you've posted and it sounds like things are working out well. Robin and I have been thinking about you, and we should get together sometime soon. Let us know what works for you guys, and how the little guy is doing.

So here's a question for all of you graduate school people. Would it be a good idea for me to get a second master's degree in music theory while working on my DMA? The only difference in coursework between the theory minor I'm doing now and the full-blown degree is 6 credits for a thesis. All of the other courses I have taken/will take as part of ( Read more... )

So I'm sitting here in the Dean's office doing absolutely jackshit because everyone went to a meeting and I've already completed the November calendar. I feel like just getting up and walking out of this place to go and practice. Why should I have to sit here on my ass and do nothing. I'm so tempted to look for things I'd get in trouble for here.