who's a dumb blonde now...

( b!tches )

things are looking up a little. nothing drastically awesome has happened by any means. im grounded for two weeks, you'd thing that'd put a damper on things. but i've actually had a lot more time to get things done which = less stress which = less arguing with parents which = less tears =) im glad im working a ton this weekend, i wouldnt be able to ( Read more... )

he laid there like he was made out of porcelain. wearing that classic button-up plaid shirt.. but his face was so different. it looked like someone was dressing up as him and laying in that coffin. i thought i was handling the situation well- looking through pictures of him through the years, almost put a smile on my face. then from across the room ( Read more... )

you're shinin' down on me from ( heaven )

"He was an energetic young man who was loved by many and will be missed by all. Wes was in his senior year at Forest Park High School where he was actively involved in the music program including the Forest Park Marching Bruin Band, the Wind Ensemble and the Platinum Choir. He was an accomplished musician who played Rock, Jazz & Blues. He was a ( Read more... )

i dont know where you are right now, or what you're thinking.
i wish i could have helped you. i wish i could have saved you.
i don't want you to be gone. you were an amazing person,
only the good die young.
we love you wes <3 and you'll never be forgotten ( Read more... )

i always made fun of people who didn't go to homecoming their senior year.
but i dont think im going. oh well, happy birthday "dad"

so lets see whats been going on lately. last week had a nice sleepover w/ caitlin and her exchange student linzi. i must say a good time was had =) love both of them x a billion.. nice memories darlings. um, spent the weekend w/ matt at cnu. it was a lot of fun, it was cool to spend time w/ him and i really like it there.. everyones pretty nice. i ( Read more... )

you are my sunshine, my only ( sunshine )

im so tired. physically and emotionally. im becoming so bitter towards my parents lately, i've been thinking its their fault.. but maybe its me. my dad made a comment this morning that put me to tears. i seriously think i have let him down in everything that i do. he just decided to bring that up when he found out i was going to work and wouldnt be ( Read more... )