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im so tired. physically and emotionally. im becoming so bitter towards my parents lately, i've been thinking its their fault.. but maybe its me. my dad made a comment this morning that put me to tears. i seriously think i have let him down in everything that i do. he just decided to bring that up when he found out i was going to work and wouldnt be able to teach sunday school. wtf, i guess the other 3 aides cant handle it.. sorry i have a job? anyways, i just ran out the door w/ tears in my eyes... but im sure that didnt faze him a bit, then again why should it... i havent seen him for more than 5 hours probably all month.
i guess just to include a little part ofmy weekend: i spent friday night w/ marangelie..we havent hung out in forever, it was awesome to spend time w/the girl. we saw the forgotten, which i loooved. scared the crap out of me though. then i went to busch gardens w/ my youth group alllll day yesterday. i spent most of the time with jessica, which was awesome. but we had to ride w/ this really lame family that all more ugly socks half way up their legs. and the avril lavigne for 2 hours there and back was awesome as well! =) but yea jess and i definitely had fun. today after this mornings episode w/ my parents i covered shifs all day just to avoid coming home. lovely. im stressed, i can feel myself slipping back into a bad habit. i just need to get out of here, desperately.
im tired of life, and thats a sin.
this entry isnt a beg for pity.
so dont, other people go thru worse sh!t.
i guess just to include a little part ofmy weekend: i spent friday night w/ marangelie..we havent hung out in forever, it was awesome to spend time w/the girl. we saw the forgotten, which i loooved. scared the crap out of me though. then i went to busch gardens w/ my youth group alllll day yesterday. i spent most of the time with jessica, which was awesome. but we had to ride w/ this really lame family that all more ugly socks half way up their legs. and the avril lavigne for 2 hours there and back was awesome as well! =) but yea jess and i definitely had fun. today after this mornings episode w/ my parents i covered shifs all day just to avoid coming home. lovely. im stressed, i can feel myself slipping back into a bad habit. i just need to get out of here, desperately.
im tired of life, and thats a sin.
this entry isnt a beg for pity.
so dont, other people go thru worse sh!t.