i love how i get along with my parents better when im grounded
things are looking up a little. nothing drastically awesome has happened by any means. im grounded for two weeks, you'd thing that'd put a damper on things. but i've actually had a lot more time to get things done which = less stress which = less arguing with parents which = less tears =) im glad im working a ton this weekend, i wouldnt be able to stand being in this house for that much time.
i've been working like whoa on applications lately. im about 3/4 done with my essay. i havent decided if i'm okay with it yet though. maybe i'll post it later. i just wanna get into college, im way more nervous than i should be. i think my grades are moving up. so much for my senior year being easy darnit.
i miss church so much. as soon as im ungrounded im putting in a request to have wednesdays off. sundays @ my church just aren't enough for me. i really need to get back to my faith. i hate my random stages of rebellion. to some extent i couldn't care less what people think of me. but on the other hand, i don't want people to see me as a bad person.. or rather, as someone i am not.
i miss nick, we used to be so tight. i don't even know what happened. oh thats right, i messed it up. i tend to do that. good job surrah. and my other "best guy friend" as we like to call them, matt. what happened to him?! if someone asked me how he was doing, i wouldnt be able to even tell em... cause i have no freakin idea. i miss him calling just for no reason. i miss him just being there in general. "we drifted away like the leaves in the fall"... but that wasn't gonna happen right? im not b*tching, i just miss him...as i do a lot of other people who have seemed to "drift" away.
i hope everyone's doing well. if you're reading this, IM me or call me. i'm sure i'd love to hear from you. <3
i've been working like whoa on applications lately. im about 3/4 done with my essay. i havent decided if i'm okay with it yet though. maybe i'll post it later. i just wanna get into college, im way more nervous than i should be. i think my grades are moving up. so much for my senior year being easy darnit.
i miss church so much. as soon as im ungrounded im putting in a request to have wednesdays off. sundays @ my church just aren't enough for me. i really need to get back to my faith. i hate my random stages of rebellion. to some extent i couldn't care less what people think of me. but on the other hand, i don't want people to see me as a bad person.. or rather, as someone i am not.
i miss nick, we used to be so tight. i don't even know what happened. oh thats right, i messed it up. i tend to do that. good job surrah. and my other "best guy friend" as we like to call them, matt. what happened to him?! if someone asked me how he was doing, i wouldnt be able to even tell em... cause i have no freakin idea. i miss him calling just for no reason. i miss him just being there in general. "we drifted away like the leaves in the fall"... but that wasn't gonna happen right? im not b*tching, i just miss him...as i do a lot of other people who have seemed to "drift" away.
i hope everyone's doing well. if you're reading this, IM me or call me. i'm sure i'd love to hear from you. <3