Never thought I'd be here again. Alone another day. I thought for sure this was over when we promised each other. When we vowed. I've been here before. Walking the streets with the lonely. Nobody to walk beside us. Nobody to take us in. Wasn't I better than this? Aren't I good enough? Can't I get it right?! Or maybe I wanted this. Maybe I'm just ( Read more... )

Yay! I'm married now...and officially my name is Jennifer Ortiz...weird ( Read more... )

So I'm getting married in 12 days. I'm really happy that I am marrying the man of my dreams. I am also very sad because my best friends and my parents wont be there. I've been thinking so much about what I'm leaving behind because soon enough my life with be joined with someone else. I'm thinking about what I used to be, and the fun I used to have ( Read more... )

Sometimes I need a place to sit back, and think about what the fuck is going on. A place most people call home. I guess I don't have one of those. I mean, I live in a house, but it's not my home. You know what I mean, don't you? Where you just can't find that feeling you had a long time ago. That feeling when you were younger and, without even ( Read more... )

So I recently remembered I have a livejournal! =D I am surprised to see Debi and Lauren on here, but I am happy to see that you two still use Live Journal ( Read more... )

Lauren, Umm...I don't think we should go to the concert...i'm scared about the fog. My aunt told me that yesterday there was two deaths because of the horrible fog there and she said it doesn't lift until about 11am...and we would be leaving way before then....I'm kind of scared. I guess that the fog is so bad you can't see at all just a few feet ( Read more... )

Okay, So Debi, I had to figure out how to use my Grandma's IMac to tell you this ( Read more... )

So I was taking a break from doing History outlines that are due tomorrow! GAh! And I thought I would kill time on the internet.
Internet sucks. THere is nothing to do anymore. How did I ever spend hours and hours on the internet at a time? I'm not interested these days. I Guess I will go back to doing my essay outlines. BLeh.

I'm a little worried about being able to pay for stuff. My all staring thing was cut short so I lost money there. I guess...I really shouldn't worry about money. I have everything I need. I'm practically not even living at home anymore. I pretty much moved into Allens house since I've been working really close to Daly City for about a month. So ( Read more... )

See, I don't have a computer at home! Sorry guys!! I miss talking to all of you though! I don't know whats going on with any of my friends anymore cause I can't read LJ anymore. =( You guys should call me more....lauren!! I miss you ( Read more... )