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With a relaxed heart...
Since my last entry, I have started my social media fasting on November 22, exactly 5 years after my breakup with my ex-fiance/boyfriend. Considering that LJ is technically social media in a sense, I shouldn't really be on here, but I want to anyway just for this last entry of the year. At the moment, I don't particularly miss it, but somehow it ( Read more... ) -
Experience #10 - I'm Just Gonna End This Series
I've basically written all that I have to say in raw, unfiltered honesty that I've held back many years ago to avoid being hated on in all of my previous entries for this series. As of now at my age and having a newfound leash on life and how some people are in general, I stopped caring about those who had hurt me, let alone what they thought about ( Read more... ) -
Experience #9 - Misunderstandings + High Emotions + Grudges = Shutdown (Part 2)
TW: Suicide ideations due to loss of sanity, depression
I'm going to dare call this entry as a subtitle known as "Loss of Sanity and Welcomed Worthlessness" because it fits so well with what I'm about to write.
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Experience #8 - Fastings and Detoxes
I plan on writing two more experiences after this and I'm going to end this series. It feels like that I don't have any more critical parts in my life to discuss, no matter how negative or positive they are. I also felt like that I had finally let go of everything I've held in for all these years when it comes to the negative side of life that I ( Read more... ) -
Experience #7 - My Thoughts on Bullies Now
TW: Mentions of bullying ( Read more... ) -
Experience #6 - The Real Reasons Why I Stepped Away From Fandoms (Part 2)
TW: Same as previous experience ( Read more... ) -
Experience #5 - The Real Reasons Why I Stepped Away From Fandoms (Part 1)
TW: Some bullying and maybe some hurt feelings. YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED ( Read more... ) -
Experience #4 - Newfound Perspective
This experience only happened two days ago. This time, it's nothing negative at all...except that I ended up knowing things that I had never known before until now ( Read more... ) -
Experience #3 - Misunderstandings + High Emotions + Grudges = Shutdown (Part 1)
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Experience #2 - You Can Never Date Too Many Idiots
TW: Increase in misandry, instances of cheating ( Read more... )