A lot has changed since October 10, 2007.  A LOT.  Like I said in that entry... please disregard all my old entries but don't forget them completely.  I am no longer than little girl who cried because a boy didnt like her, and I no longer hate my father and am no longer searching for a reason to be sad.  No, I am cured of all that.  However, it was ( Read more... )

 Well, what can I say?  A lot can change in 83 weeks.  I want you all to do me a favor and completely disregard all the previous entries because they so do not define who I am anymore.  I am no longer a little, lost, scared 17 year old who got depressed when some boy who she thought was dreamy didn't like her.

Woww... it's been awhile since i even looked at this website. I dont know why either...i mean i poured my heart and soul into this thing and then just abandoned it... haha im making it sound like it had feelings. I know i've said this before, but i am going to update this thing, i need something to vent to. especially lately. Everything has been ( Read more... )

Don't you love it when it feels like everything is slipping away? I can't even explain it... there are no words to explain how i feel... I'm just so... blank. it feels like everything i've worked so hard to accomplish is crumbling at my feet and there is nothing i can do to stop it. I try to talk to people, but I always end up talking about ( Read more... )

Can you believe it? I am actually updating... I need to start writing in here again becuase it felt like i felt better after i wrote in here... like a releif to get things off my chest... so here i go ( Read more... )

haha can you believe it... i'm actually updating?! :-P ( Read more... )

I will update more later on today, but I wanted to thank
Ospenoptemous  for my new layout! :-) Check it out people!

First things first... if you are reading this in friends view, get outa it cause I have a new layout! :-) Lemme know what you think of it(all of you ( Read more... )

So yeah, i have been thinking.... and I remember myself once saying that I wanst gonna let the little things bother me.. and i just realized that I am doing a pitiful job at that. Lately, I have been soo stressed out, it's not even funny, and it seems like my stress level rises 10 levels in one week. I have been letting EVERYTHING get to me lately ( Read more... )

...emotional roller coasters... gotta love em ( Read more... )