Jun 21, 2005 20:55
First things first... if you are reading this in friends view, get outa it cause I have a new layout! :-) Lemme know what you think of it(all of you)!
Things have been going alright I guess. I love summer time... I love not having to listen to lectures all day long and not having homework to do. I feel so relaxed. and I love it. But I do miss my friends from school like Abby, Erin, Courtney, Wally, Hannah, and so many more ppl. But i promise girls, we will hang out soon! :-)
I was thinking the other day... about life, and how unfair it can be. I was talking to my grandma about a week ago about my cousin Steven (the one who got into the car accident last year)... and i guess i never realized that sure, we got Steven back, but we didnt get the old Steven back... it's like he lost some of his sparkle. And God knows how thankful I am that he lived. period. But I guess I just miss the old Steven. He used to be so funny and carefree and now, he is a lot more serious and grown p. and I know that something that dramatic will change a person... but he went from one extreme to the complete opposite. and ahh, i guess i just think that life is unfair becuase he isnt the same, he had to learn a lesson the hard and painful way... no one should have to learn one of lifes lessons like that... ya know?
I was talking to becca like 5 minutes ago... and we were talkin about coloring our hair... and I might dye my hair dark brown and then get black undertones and red highlights... what do you think? lemme know!
*Speaking of becca... girl... we must hang out very soon! :-)*
I'm done rambling! Comment! :-)