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I’ve lost 10lbs! Got 20 more to lose to be back down to 2017 weight; about to start powerlifting so the actual weight is going to get screwy because muscle weighs more than fat, but at that point the silhouette will change dramatically so, won’t matter so much. If we’re getting married in a year, would be nice to be in good shape for it, especially ( Read more... ) -
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Not sharing pictures on social media yet, not until it’s all finished, but the van should be done in a couple of days!! Thank goodness, 4 week of 10+ hour days is really taking its toll on me haha
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I get to see Marcus today for the first time in 6 months! I am so excited it is bizarrely making me tired, like too high a magnitude of an emotion to fully support so my immediate response is full system shutdown. I can't wait to reach out and touch him again. 💕
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I am an incredible mixture of anxious and depressed and excited. I have a hard time focusing my attention on good mantras, things to keep me in a positive headspace while I work through the incredible life changes im barreling through. Having broke up with Josh in November, deciding to quit my job to hike the AT, going to Japan, and now being ( Read more... ) -
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i'm feeling...good. it's 12:31pm, which is incredibly past my bedtime, but i'm feeling good. it's a little disconcerting, how tightly woven my mood is to my ability to achieve/complete things but, there you go ( Read more... ) -
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It is 9:54. I have worked 8 hours, taken 1 freelance call, and run 3 miles. I have 557964378 things to clean up in our bedroom, but instead I'm IN said bed, having taken my 1st shower in 4 days. This week has been exhausting, but even so the fact I'm in bed makes me feel so goddamn old.
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It's 11am on a Sunday, and I'm sitting alone in my quiet living room while the sun pours in through the three windows facing the school across the street. There's two other people in the house, but they're all still asleep ( Read more... )