so im expected to frikin bend over backwards. like accept his ex girlfriend as just a friend and let it go. right. because an ex can ever be just a friend. YEAH FUCKIN RIGHT! i am not okay with it i dont fuckin care that shes ur friend i dont even care that ur trustworthy. shes not and i have a fuckin problem with that. but no, if i want to keep ( Read more... )

im feeling a little bit better. so now im watching stuff from tommorowsnobody.com and i was watching david trying not to react and was listening to the game in the background and its a worms game where you have 4 worms versus another 4 worms of up to i think 3 teams and u try to eliminate eachother and its the funniest thing and i start thinking of ( Read more... )

so theres is this beast in the form of my boy friends ex, its not all that pretty, its not nice, its still inlike with my her ex, and its misses him too, but i dont care, because he is mine so if beast wants to be a cunt then beast can be a cunt beast is the one tht fucked it up. if beast had ever cared, beasted had wanted it to last, if beast had ( Read more... )

so its been a wicke dlong time since ive written on here, like legit years, not gunna lie, i kinda forgot i had a live journal when i started blogging on myspace. so lets see. im now 19. i graduated from salem high and i am going to be a freshman at western michigan university with a double major of creative writing and journalism. right now im ( Read more... )

im going back to nh today!!!! yay tht means i should b there tommorow sometime which makes me happy cause i cant wait to see my hunni!!!!!! I LOVE YOU CHRIS!!!!

my love is the one who can brighten the day ( Read more... )

my internet has failed so i havent been on in awhile. i now have a myspace which can be seen at www.myspace.com/imnotsoprettyinpink not much has happened lately. im engaged to chris and my junior year schedual is really fucked up band camp is next week and im in michigan other thn tht everything is nomal, evans not talking to me, his cunt of a gf ( Read more... )

something is wrong with me. i have been so irrataable th ihave been freaking out at chris for no reason. im scared were going to break up n it will b all my fault. read this ( Read more... )

everytime i see movies that i have already seen i cant help but hope the ending has changed like in starwars i always hope annikin doesnt burn but keeps the gorgeous face he has and gets to see his children and go back to the good side. tht was the way it was in a perfect world.

im am a weird star wars fan and tonight i am going to go see it for the third time since the 19th when i saw it at 1230 am. i wish i could get chris to go but he doesnt like seeeing things 2 times in the theaters (blah) o well what can i do the kid also wontntake off our 5 month anniversary on friday even though he knew how much it means to me. i ( Read more... )