what is wrong with me?
something is wrong with me. i have been so irrataable th ihave been freaking out at chris for no reason. im scared were going to break up n it will b all my fault. read this :
nferno06DR: its ok
inferno06DR: im sorry too
SSadnlonely1: for what freaking out at me n being an unbearable ass?
inferno06DR: yes
SSadnlonely1: ya well i took off ur ring and i blocked u
inferno06DR: blocked me?
SSadnlonely1: mhm
inferno06DR: speak English.
SSadnlonely1: see the button tht says block on the bottomleft of the box it makes it so u cant talk to me
inferno06DR: oh, i thought you ment something else
SSadnlonely1: fuck you
SSadnlonely1: you know telling me when ur breaking our plans works too
SSadnlonely1: YOU NEED TO START TELLING ME THINGS N NOT 1 DAY IN ADVANCE IM NOT GOING TO BE ABLE TO TAKE THIS MUCH LONGER IM WEARING OUT N IM GETTING REALLY FUCKING SICK OF ALL THIS
SSadnlonely1: i cant take this chris there is no sharing in the relationship n e more i feel were getting further nfurther apart since ur mom found out
inferno06DR: i cant take it how you keep bitching at me
SSadnlonely1: christopher
SSadnlonely1: u dont understand
SSadnlonely1: i love you so much but r not even trying n e more
inferno06DR: if you love me so much why are you always yelling at me and trying to make me feel bad?
inferno06DR: you really hurt my feelings last night
inferno06DR: but i didnt want to tell you
SSadnlonely1: im not ur provoking me u say one thing n do another n how did i hurt you i didnt do n e thig
inferno06DR: when i came to your house after work last night
inferno06DR: i just wanted to see you and find out how your day was
inferno06DR: but no
inferno06DR: all you mentioned was a stupid little blemish at the top corner of my nose
inferno06DR: and you told me to turn my head so you wouldn't have to look at me
inferno06DR: that just tells me one thing about you
inferno06DR: looks matter and feelings dont
SSadnlonely1: no i wanted to pop it n i didnt want to hurt you so i couldnt look at it n i had already told u i had a horrible day
SSadnlonely1: i care bout ur feelings but u dont share them
SSadnlonely1: n trust me looks do not matter
inferno06DR: and then you kept rubbing in my face friday night that i didnt get you anything for our anniversary
inferno06DR: first, i didnt have time
SSadnlonely1: no i was happy
inferno06DR: second, i spent like 25 dollars on YOU friday night
inferno06DR: i thought you wouldve been grateful
SSadnlonely1: DONT U DARE PULL THT U JUST PULLED A KIM ON ME THTS WA KIM DID TO DEZ N I COULDNT GIVE ADVICE BUT I TOLD HER HOW I WOULD REACT N IF YOU DONT TAK E THT BACK IT MAY JUST BE THE LAST THING U SAY TO ME AS MY BOYRIEND
inferno06DR: take what back?
SSadnlonely1: inferno06DR: second, i spent like 25 dollars on YOU friday night
inferno06DR: i thought you wouldve been grateful
SSadnlonely1: i did not tell you to spend tht money on me i could have brought my own
SSadnlonely1: i may b broke but if u wouldve said i cant pay 4 u i wouldve gotten the money
inferno06DR: this is what i dont understand
inferno06DR: YOU HAVE A JOB!
inferno06DR: HOW CAN YOU BE BROKE ALL THE TIME
SSadnlonely1: MY DEBIT CARD WAS STOLEN N THERE WERE EXCESS CHARGES TO IT I DIDNT PUT U KNOW THT I JUST GOT MY ACCOUNT IN THE POSITIVE! AND u know im an excessive spender n i ask u to stop me when ur with me but u wont! u dont know wa its like cause i also have to do the food shopping here u live with a family tht takes care of u1 i dont have tht luxery and if i did i would relish in it. so dont u dare compare ur ass with mine. y do we even bother? its obviously not working. btw i spent the last of my money on friday b4 i went home to get u tht card n axe crap cause i know how much u like it.
SSadnlonely1: i dont ever want n e thing from u ever again. n if we ever go n e where ever again i willpay for myself thank you
inferno06DR: im not saying that.
SSadnlonely1: i am
inferno06DR: im saying that you need to manage your money
inferno06DR: look at the things you need money for the most
SSadnlonely1: DONT U DARE BE PREACHING TO ME I HAVE ALREADY ASKED YOU TO HELP ME WITH THAT THTS Y U HAVE MY CHECK BOOK
inferno06DR: and then split it up
SSadnlonely1: how dare you?!
inferno06DR: when i get my paycheck, i use a little bit of it for gas, a little bit for lunch, etc. and then i put the rest in the bank
inferno06DR: im dont buy new clothes and new CD's every week
inferno06DR: the last time i bought a CD was last December around Christmas time
inferno06DR: it was the new Eminem CD
SSadnlonely1: ok i need a new bra tht fits
SSadnlonely1: some pants tht actually fit my fat ass and new shoes
SSadnlonely1: theres 1 paycheck right there
SSadnlonely1: i am a fat fuck so most my money is spent on food
nferno06DR: its ok
inferno06DR: im sorry too
SSadnlonely1: for what freaking out at me n being an unbearable ass?
inferno06DR: yes
SSadnlonely1: ya well i took off ur ring and i blocked u
inferno06DR: blocked me?
SSadnlonely1: mhm
inferno06DR: speak English.
SSadnlonely1: see the button tht says block on the bottomleft of the box it makes it so u cant talk to me
inferno06DR: oh, i thought you ment something else
SSadnlonely1: fuck you
SSadnlonely1: you know telling me when ur breaking our plans works too
SSadnlonely1: YOU NEED TO START TELLING ME THINGS N NOT 1 DAY IN ADVANCE IM NOT GOING TO BE ABLE TO TAKE THIS MUCH LONGER IM WEARING OUT N IM GETTING REALLY FUCKING SICK OF ALL THIS
SSadnlonely1: i cant take this chris there is no sharing in the relationship n e more i feel were getting further nfurther apart since ur mom found out
inferno06DR: i cant take it how you keep bitching at me
SSadnlonely1: christopher
SSadnlonely1: u dont understand
SSadnlonely1: i love you so much but r not even trying n e more
inferno06DR: if you love me so much why are you always yelling at me and trying to make me feel bad?
inferno06DR: you really hurt my feelings last night
inferno06DR: but i didnt want to tell you
SSadnlonely1: im not ur provoking me u say one thing n do another n how did i hurt you i didnt do n e thig
inferno06DR: when i came to your house after work last night
inferno06DR: i just wanted to see you and find out how your day was
inferno06DR: but no
inferno06DR: all you mentioned was a stupid little blemish at the top corner of my nose
inferno06DR: and you told me to turn my head so you wouldn't have to look at me
inferno06DR: that just tells me one thing about you
inferno06DR: looks matter and feelings dont
SSadnlonely1: no i wanted to pop it n i didnt want to hurt you so i couldnt look at it n i had already told u i had a horrible day
SSadnlonely1: i care bout ur feelings but u dont share them
SSadnlonely1: n trust me looks do not matter
inferno06DR: and then you kept rubbing in my face friday night that i didnt get you anything for our anniversary
inferno06DR: first, i didnt have time
SSadnlonely1: no i was happy
inferno06DR: second, i spent like 25 dollars on YOU friday night
inferno06DR: i thought you wouldve been grateful
SSadnlonely1: DONT U DARE PULL THT U JUST PULLED A KIM ON ME THTS WA KIM DID TO DEZ N I COULDNT GIVE ADVICE BUT I TOLD HER HOW I WOULD REACT N IF YOU DONT TAK E THT BACK IT MAY JUST BE THE LAST THING U SAY TO ME AS MY BOYRIEND
inferno06DR: take what back?
SSadnlonely1: inferno06DR: second, i spent like 25 dollars on YOU friday night
inferno06DR: i thought you wouldve been grateful
SSadnlonely1: i did not tell you to spend tht money on me i could have brought my own
SSadnlonely1: i may b broke but if u wouldve said i cant pay 4 u i wouldve gotten the money
inferno06DR: this is what i dont understand
inferno06DR: YOU HAVE A JOB!
inferno06DR: HOW CAN YOU BE BROKE ALL THE TIME
SSadnlonely1: MY DEBIT CARD WAS STOLEN N THERE WERE EXCESS CHARGES TO IT I DIDNT PUT U KNOW THT I JUST GOT MY ACCOUNT IN THE POSITIVE! AND u know im an excessive spender n i ask u to stop me when ur with me but u wont! u dont know wa its like cause i also have to do the food shopping here u live with a family tht takes care of u1 i dont have tht luxery and if i did i would relish in it. so dont u dare compare ur ass with mine. y do we even bother? its obviously not working. btw i spent the last of my money on friday b4 i went home to get u tht card n axe crap cause i know how much u like it.
SSadnlonely1: i dont ever want n e thing from u ever again. n if we ever go n e where ever again i willpay for myself thank you
inferno06DR: im not saying that.
SSadnlonely1: i am
inferno06DR: im saying that you need to manage your money
inferno06DR: look at the things you need money for the most
SSadnlonely1: DONT U DARE BE PREACHING TO ME I HAVE ALREADY ASKED YOU TO HELP ME WITH THAT THTS Y U HAVE MY CHECK BOOK
inferno06DR: and then split it up
SSadnlonely1: how dare you?!
inferno06DR: when i get my paycheck, i use a little bit of it for gas, a little bit for lunch, etc. and then i put the rest in the bank
inferno06DR: im dont buy new clothes and new CD's every week
inferno06DR: the last time i bought a CD was last December around Christmas time
inferno06DR: it was the new Eminem CD
SSadnlonely1: ok i need a new bra tht fits
SSadnlonely1: some pants tht actually fit my fat ass and new shoes
SSadnlonely1: theres 1 paycheck right there
SSadnlonely1: i am a fat fuck so most my money is spent on food