I feel very heavy when I think of retaking that studio couse with that teacher I don't like...
I want to suceed this year with good grades.
I want to be able to talk to a teacher well without feeling down about myself.
I want to be able to get along with new poeple
I want to find a partime job

So all that commotion about grade changes and I just go from 60% to 65%.
never mind all those question I had about her criteria for marking.
depressing.
I'll have to retake this course.

I have friends which I spend a lot of time with however there's this one particular friend that I do like more than others. This is because out of everyone, this person values and cares about me. She listens to what I have to say; takes interest and responds to what i like to do and most of all, treats what I think and do as something important to ( Read more... )

That's what it feels like while I am trying to question the grade I got for thesis. It was a terrible mark. Barely passing in numerical standards ( Read more... )

The way she loses her temper; there's only so much I can tolerate ( Read more... )

 It's not so bad this time but I am ( Read more... )

I often read that when someone is having a breakdown, that person is in their own world and thinks that everything revolves around them.
To some extent this maybe true but the choice of words is inaccurate; as if someone who is struggling with difficulties in their life is selfishly making a  scene equal to a temper tantrum.
I'd say that when someone ( Read more... )

I realized that I wanted my thesis to be something important.
Maybe someone could use it someday .
That it iwould be useful to someone.
That I would be useful to someone.

but the truth is that I should be thinking bottom up approach and work from what I have.

My high expectations have made me doubt my ability in completing it that way.
That was my fall ( Read more... )

I just found out just how much work I need to do to edit my report...
the darkest recesses of my mind wants to complain about everything but I can't do it whole heartedly because I realize that this is what I needed to know.

The problem is I know I don't know where to start.... =3=.... I hope I don't fail.
The end is close at hand

That's right ( Read more... )