I think the only time i write in here is when i need to get something off my chest..its kinda sad really...so i REALLY like this guy..his name is mike...it scares me because he's the 1st guy that makes me nervouse..when i talk to him..i feel like im ramboling on about nothing..and every time i feel like i can just tell him how i feel..i freeze and ( Read more... )

One day youre going to want that girl. That girl that knew she wasnt perfect, but tried to be perfect for you. That girl that believed the scraps of you, that she was given were worth it because, something was better than nothing at all. That girl who wanted nothing more than to be there for you and, loving you was the only way she could. ( Read more... )

Life is about obsticals...weather u face them alone...or with someone u care about..today kevin came over to say goodbye because he is leaveing for college tomorrow morning. Saying goodbye to him was the hardest thing iv ever done...iv never wanted to hold someone as tight as i wanted to hold him...iv never wanted to cry as much as i did at that ( Read more... )

love is in the air...no more like sex haha....today is december 14,2006....i decided to stay home from school b/c when i woke up this morning no one was home...so i figured it would be a good time to have "alone time" with the bf...so he came over at like 11ish and then we had sex for the 1st time till like 2 hahaha im so tired...i think im gunna ( Read more... )

Today is Monday December 11, 2006 and i figured i would write in here coz im really bored...Kevin’s leaving for college in about 3 weeks and as the days grow closer...i get more and more worried....i feel like im putting time and effort into something i have no guarantee will still be there in a month...it makes me sad just thinking about it.....he ( Read more... )

so riught now its like 1am and i just got home from kevin's friend lee's house...we hung out with his friends and played pong =]...i like hanging out with his friends...they are all really nice...oh yeah...i got a new puppy...her name is sadie and she is 4 weeks old...so she can fit in my hand...so now we have 3 dags...which sucks but its cool i ( Read more... )

wow i havent written in this in forever...so i figured i would start again...coz i have no life anymore. Update: me and jesse are friends even though its against my better judgment b/c hes a loser haha =] and i have a new BF who is pretty amazing...his name is Kevin <3. I never realized that there would be so little for me to think of while writing ( Read more... )

Update:

FL was AMAZING with Brittany  summer was even better. Went through ALOT of boys this summer.  my friend joe is like inlove with me...it kinda freaks me out..coz i just met him like 3 weeks ago...I dont know what im doing with my life..im kind of just takeing everything one step at a time. school started already...i hate it. i guess thats ( Read more... )

so me and jesse broke up ysetrday....iwell actually he broke up with me...i told him i still want to be friends....like how we were...but now its like....i try to talk to him...and i feel like...im almost bothering him....like its and inconvinience to talk to me..all i want to do is sit down with him and ask him...what went wrong....it was like one ( Read more... )

I dont think i can do this whole relationship with jesse anymore Im constantly wondering what he is doing or who he is with...I guess i just have trust issues...yet again most ppl would if they were lied to as much as he lies to me...in the begining everything was GREAT...he always called me and always wanted to be with me...and when i left his ( Read more... )