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I dont think i can do this whole relationship with jesse anymore Im constantly wondering what he is doing or who he is with...I guess i just have trust issues...yet again most ppl would if they were lied to as much as he lies to me...in the begining everything was GREAT...he always called me and always wanted to be with me...and when i left his house he seemed like he almost didnt want me to leave. and now...he is never home...hes always at parties....he lost his job....his car broke down...and then there is me...trying to hold our relationship together...by myself. Im bored...im lonely and i feel kind of neglected. I tell him all the time but he doesnt listen.And i hate breaking up with people. I remember a time where all i wanted was a bf...and now...im almost wondering if i was even ready for one....relationships are hard when both sides dont wokr at them. But i guess you just have to have....faith...and hope for the best.