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Today is Monday December 11, 2006 and i figured i would write in here coz im really bored...Kevin’s leaving for college in about 3 weeks and as the days grow closer...i get more and more worried....i feel like im putting time and effort into something i have no guarantee will still be there in a month...it makes me sad just thinking about it.....he is the 1st guy that actually trust with everything....i can tell him anything and i can do anything...without worrying...without the constant thought of "what would happen if"....because i know he would still be there...even in the worst situation.....he makes my darkest days a little brighter and he turns my smiles into laughter....when im with him...i feel complete....nothing is missing....but iv been long distance relationships....i know i can do it....im just worried about him....i know if will be harder on me only coz he will be busy all the time and ill be home waiting for him to call...but i have faith....and i think we can do it...because we are in it together
