So I haven't updated in a dick year. Sorry about that guys. But pretty much, everything has been the same. I still work at UPS and still love it. I still drive Fat Jimmy and he stills needs work. I'm still single but we'll get to that later on. I'm still taking my meds and such but I now have to take double the amount that I was taking before. This ( Read more... )

Write 15 things about 15 separate people, but don't name them. They can be things you were too shy to tell people, things you wish you could tell them, or things you hate about them. Anything ( Read more... )

There are a lot of emotions streaming through my entire body right now...now I don't know if it's because there are a lot of things happening right now or I just haven't taken my medicines today. But here I go ( Read more... )

Hey people! What's going on?! So, I am extremely bored and am at my girlfriend's sister's house. Her nephews have a T-ball parade tomorrow early in the morning and I'm going. So yeah. I'm wearing this really revealing top that I really, really like...lol. But anyway, I've been rather distant today. I don't know why though. I just haven't felt good ( Read more... )

So, my birthday wason wednesday and I am finally 18! How fucking exciting is that? Very exciting to me! I went to Trixie's and had a fucking blast! That place is so degrading but all the girls that I talked to said they really liked it...I don't know though, I don't think that I could do it. Jeannie bought me a birthday lapdance and I got three ( Read more... )

OMG!!! I think I am cramping....I hate this time! But yeah, it kinda sucks being a girl. You know, if I was a guy, i think I would be straight. Yeah, most of you should know why. lol. And GUESS WHAT!!! I'm over her now!!! Yeah, sure I still love her, but I don't have romantic feelings for her anymore, how exciting is that?!?! But yeah. Is it just ( Read more... )

I'M FUCKING TIRED OF ALL THIS SHIT!!! I WANT TO GET OUT OF HERE!!!

So as I sit here, in front of my computer, I have realized that I lost something very important to me. I have lost the feeling of being complete and actually like I have a point in life. That's all gone. I miss her heartbeat and the way our hands fit perfectly together as if every time our hands met, the whole cosmos was completely in line. When I ( Read more... )

So, yeah, I haven't updated in a long ass time. Nothing really has happened. I have just fallen into a deep, deep depression. I wrecked yesterday but nobody was hurt and Fat Jimmy only has a couple of dents here and there on the front left fender. It's not that bad. I just wish it wouldn't have happened. I can't drive for a while and my parents ( Read more... )

OH MY FUCKING GOD!!!!! Today is thursday...do you know what that means? The last day of classes before X-mas break. Tomorrow we only have parties and church...WOO HOO!! I'm so fucking excited! I am literally jumping for joy. And do you know what X-mas break means? No school, later curfews, presents, family, friends, and of course SPENDING TIME WITH ( Read more... )