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So I haven't updated in a dick year. Sorry about that guys. But pretty much, everything has been the same. I still work at UPS and still love it. I still drive Fat Jimmy and he stills needs work. I'm still single but we'll get to that later on. I'm still taking my meds and such but I now have to take double the amount that I was taking before. This shit isn't really working for me. Ummmm...yeah. I really want to get this job at Bath and Body because it seems really easy. I need that extra money and time structure. I'm watching The Drug Years. I couldn't imagine doing much of this shit. But oh well. I miss a lot of people and wish I could talk to them but oh well. Rocky is this weekend...I don't knwo if I'm going to go...yeah. Anyway...About the single thing. I don't know why I choose to be attracted to people whom I cannot have. I am really really feeling this guy at work but hes married and has been for about 8 years. I hate it. Out of all the guys there are, the only one in which I would actually have a relationship with is married...I don't get it. I really don't. I wish I would have the guts to do drugs so I could just forget everything...but no I don't. But anyway, depression is starting to take over again and I highly don't like it. But oh well...I guess I'm out!