Sadness.

I have every reason to be happy, but the one and only reason to be sad engolps them.

I don't like it.
And I can't fix it.

So I guess I'll just have to go with it.

Wish I wasn't this emo.

I can't remember people's faces.

I mean, those I don't see everyday or don't have a picture of. It's strange.

I could walk by someone I know and not know I know them. This even happened to me with Jose, and he's on the same campus as me. WEIRD.

Things are starting to look up this semester. I mean, really really up. Lot's of good things have been happening to me. Or, maybe, less "bad" things have been happening. Nonetheless, it's been great. And I'm hoping your year has been as wonderful as mine, though it's only been eleven days. Of course there's family drama, but like, there always will ( Read more... )

I failed to mention that my Nina Martina passed away Friday morning. She had been fighting cancer for years, and the week before she died the doctors told her she only had three months left. Three days later she went. Luckly, my mom, sister and I when to see her the day before. After school. Us and my Tio Rudy. Everyone else said, "Oh. We'll go see ( Read more... )

Latly I've been feeling--strange--I guess. It's an emotion I can't even possible begin to describe. I like it. I don't like it. It's driving me insane. What am I to do but let it take over ( Read more... )

I got it yesterday. Though many people wouldn't be, I was happy and impressed ( Read more... )

Internet. Oh how I missed your brian rotting addiction.
X-]

Hurray! I'm finally moving! I couldn't be more excited. I get my own room and it's quite big. X-] And it's also in walking distance to Kristina's house.
I didn't realize that it'd be so soon. (Tomorrow! Ah!) I don't think I'm completly finished paking. I have too much junk, haha. So, I better go finish. Yay! X-] MDA. SOoo excited.

It's hard to not be angry with Aaronw. Ugh. I try and be calm about things. Breathe in and out. Resist the urge to throw a bolder at his stupid head. It's very hard ( Read more... )

Yesterday I got a Feng Shui book from the library. It inspired me to buy Tarot cards (Which at first, I thought was dumb, but am now finding it interesting.) do meditation (aawsome) and forgive Aaronw of everything. How Feng Shui inspired the last one is beyond me. But I decided to release all anger and hatrid-like feelings towards Aaronw. I am no ( Read more... )