Aaronw makes me so mad, I wish we'd never spoken after we broke up. Like he dissapeared forever. I'd be fine with missing the old him, instead of hating who he is now aswell. Not that I hate him. But it's pretty damn close.

He doesn't care. Why should I?

I finally told him. Well, not tell. Wrote. I actually do feel better. I wonder what he'll say. Or say anything. You know, now that I think of it, it feels as though he only texted me still was to find out what I was going to tell him. I wonder if that will stop once he gets this. I really wish I didn't fucking care.

"I never was good with ( Read more... )

Amazing how things can go from nothing to fucked up, all the minute you wake up ( Read more... )

Nina Martina-Is not really any one's nina. Just my dad, but since he was the oldest we all just called her nina. It suits her, and it's way better than Great Auntie Martina. Or at least I think so.

Nina Martina-Makes the best Pan de los muertos (Bread of the dead, but it sounds better in spanish because it doesn't rhyme.) And she also makes ( Read more... )

"Do you ever just....cut loose?"

People don't realize the effect words can have.
I don't think it's a good thing.

It still rings in my head.

So, I called him last night. After three hours of putting it off (only because I'd been at my grandma's house. It's practically my second home, ever since grandpa died. I don't like going there though. It feels empty. It makes me sad.) Anyways....So, I called him last night. Heehe. Um, I had practiced what I was going to tell him all day ( Read more... )

Even though he did nothing in particular, (that I can point out at this moment, anyway) he made me so angry. I texted him to never text me again. "why?" he asked. And I told him to use his fucking brain....and about an hour later I texted him back saying that I was sorry. And that I guess it wasn't his fault.(What, exactly? I do not know.) "No hard ( Read more... )

A letter I wrote to Dear "Aaron"....he doesnt diserve his w anymore. And that makes me sad.
So, Dear Aaron,

Yes, my birthday was fine.
I didn't cry my head off this time.

Thanks for caring.
REALLYNot ( Read more... )

Looking through my comment history on myspace brang back issues I really didn't want to think about. It made me go grrr.

Nov 21, 2005 7:48 PM

Hey Roxanna,

how have you been? please dont avoid me.okay? talk2yasoonish....

aaronThe next comment was seven days later. And that was the last one I ever got ( Read more... )

This one always makes me smile.


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