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I was re-reading the post from July 18th and reflecting on some of the things that have taken place since then. Wow, that post really seems to reflect a very raw and bitter part of me. But I'm not going to apologize for it, because that is how I felt. Thank God I don't feel that way anymore, or at least not to that extent. I'll elaborate a little ( Read more... ) -
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hey for my previous post, anyone who wants clarification on any of my responses, hit me back telling me which one u want answers to... i'd be glad to elaborate
also feel free to respond to my last question if u want
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obligated by law
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I think that as a whole, our age group underestimates the power of belonging. Yeah, we hear everyone preach about the detriments of conformity and how it is a perversion of true inner freedom and inhibits us from finding our true selves. But in reality, those who find themselves in some PLACE in the midst of a group of people who do not allow you ( Read more... ) -
closure?
I know I know, all of my journal entries have been pretty depressing since day one. But to be honest, it's because I'm not at my best when I'm sitting in front of a computer screen, looking and searching through my own problems, evaluating them, mulling over them. I'm the happiest when I'm with people who care about me and who I care about ( Read more... ) -
How's this for an update?
I woke up at 5:45 a.m. this morning to go to work with my grandmother. She bought me a bacon-egg-and-cheese McGriddle with a medium orange juice for breakfast (so divine ( Read more... ) -
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"So I found a guy and he is perfect ( Read more... ) -
Bittersweet symphony
"God, will you look at me? Look me in the eye... See, when you look at me like that I melt. I melt all over, parts of me melt that I never even knew existed. I knew that for us to be together, it would take a miracle. I told myself this over and over again. Then I realized, you are my miracle ( Read more... ) -
Ra-ra-reee! stab them in the back...
So I'm in the middle of cleaning my room (part 1: conquering the closet) and I'm sorting through all my shopping bags or whatever and I'm thinking about GAC, about Elite, about Unity weekend, about voting for the E, L, I, T, E, and then I thought about what happened in Miami at that meeting... And then the tears start to flow, and they hit hard. I ( Read more... ) -
reflections
Being the nerd that I am, I of course spent the latter part of my Saturday night watching the fucking Discovery Channel; documentaries about lions and wolves and polar bears. Do you know what I noticed? It seems that as each pride or pack is faced with typical "animal" stuff (mating, hunting, just everday stuff), they take on some of the most human ( Read more... )