So, more and more lately I am discovering how much I have changed in the past 6 months. Living on my own, making my own money, paying my own bills, being lonely days and nights because of my very limited amount of friends here, etc. All of that has caused me to change, to grow, to mature. Yet, it seems that in maturing I have became more emotional ( Read more... )

I just wanted to tell everyone

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!

Hope everyone has a great day. I miss you all.

So I read somewhere a few months back about how college graduates are among some of the most depressed people and that females top that list. I really believe that. When I read it I was like, I can see that, but now I think I fall into that statistic. Sorry for all you who haven't graduated yet, but it is definitely a bitter sweet moment. 2 months ( Read more... )

I am pretty depressed right now. Some of those reasons I can't write here for the safety of my life and my comfort. I feel so lonely. I feel like all my friends aren't here or they are here, but I can't see them for one reason or another. I'm not sure I am supposed to be working where I am, but I can't get a job anywhere teaching wise so I will ( Read more... )

Am I a huge dork for waiting in anticipation for the fall tv shows to start? Those are actually the only reason why I got (well, will be getting) cable in my apartment. Alyssa said she didn't want it, but I told her I would not be a very happy person if I didn't have cable come September. Is that strange ( Read more... )

I can't seem to shake this feeling that I should be doing something more with my life right now. I've been waiting for months to finally come home where I can stop worrying so much and start spending time with my family. But now that I am here it is like something is missing. I feel like I didn't do something I was supposed to do, kinda like I ( Read more... )

Saw Putnam County Spelling Bee tonight. It was great!! I was Marigold. It was incredible. I got sang about and talked to and I loved it. I laughed until I cried. Great times!!

I don't think I have been this excited about summer in a long, long, long time. Yes, three longs...I know CRAZY!! This summer, however, is the first summer I have actually had plans (that don't involve school or work) since I graduated High School. So, it starts out with a visit to William, which will be pretty cool. Then I will be going to LA!! ( Read more... )

I know what I need to be doing right now, but it isn't what I want to be doing. I have a paper due, but I don't want to start on it. I'm ready for a break. I'm tired...things just aren't the same...

Happy Halloween!!!!!!!!!!!!!