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So I read somewhere a few months back about how college graduates are among some of the most depressed people and that females top that list. I really believe that. When I read it I was like, I can see that, but now I think I fall into that statistic. Sorry for all you who haven't graduated yet, but it is definitely a bitter sweet moment. 2 months ago I was as happy as can be. Now, not so much. I mean I have left a life where I had someone around all the time, people I could talk to, places I could go with friends, etc. To a life where I spend most of my nights alone, can't talk to people face to face, go most places alone, etc. It sucks. I know it will pick up eventually, but I can't see when. It is like being in a dark tunnel, you know the end is there, but there is no light indicating where it is and you can't turn back. I'm going to keep walking though, it is all I really can do.