A Day

[roni1jun]

I am pretty depressed right now. Some of those reasons I can't write here for the safety of my life and my comfort. I feel so lonely. I feel like all my friends aren't here or they are here, but I can't see them for one reason or another. I'm not sure I am supposed to be working where I am, but I can't get a job anywhere teaching wise so I will stay here. This job isn't bad or anything, just lonely...everywhere is lonely. I moved into an apartment with Alyssa which is cool and all, but now I can't be around my parents as much. I was getting sick of them, but I miss them. I also feel stupid because when I have no one to talk to or no where to go I go hang out with my parents. I am 24, almost 25, single, and I hang out with my parents on Friday nights. Yes, that is what I am doing tonight. I am going to hang out with my mother. I should have done it last week too, but I was wanting some alone time. I got it and hated it. This week I am depressed enough to need alone time. Hopefully mom will make me feel better. I love it when friends visit, but they always have to leave. Ashleigh and Nick are coming tomorrow, but they will leave tomorrow too. I don't know. I don't know what to do, how to make new friends, etc. I mean, where does a 24 year old go to make friends, good friends, not those drunken ones who don't remember you for the first 3 or 4 times...

Sorry about all this, just my thoughts...

OH, and can I express my feelings about Harry Potter and the Half Blood Price being bumped back? July?!?!? That's forever and all so they can make more money and try to compete with Dark Knight and Titanic. GRRR!! I was really excited about seeing it in November, now I have more months to wait.