"Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind." Dr. Seuss ( Read more... )

Many things are tough right now, especially money. My meds need tweaking bigtime. OTOH, I'm seeing the shrink on Wednesday, and my relationship is WONDERFUL. I am so very grateful for this love. Sappy, I know. I can't help it ( Read more... )

Deerbourne is living with us and that part of our lives is wonderful. Truly. The rest of life still kicks my ass most of the time, but having such a great partner makes all the difference in the world ( Read more... )

A lot of water has passed under the proverbial bridge, naturally. I have a silly dilemma about blogging: When things are really bad and there's actually something to talk about, I don't want to deal with blogging it, I just need to get through it. When things are better and I'm up to it, there's nothing to say. Oh well ( Read more... )

My cousin Alicia has started a group on FaceBook to gather together our far-flung family on my mother's side. Among the treasures are a bunch of very old family photos, most of which it turns out are coming from my mom!

So now Mom is sending her scans to me too, and the whole thing inspired me to look through the box of family stuff that I've been ( Read more... )

I tend to only post here when I'm really upset about something, which may give people the wrong impression. I don't tend to post happy things or everyday things, just because they're not as urgent. So, lest you think that my life is all horror and mayhem, I would like to share some good news for a change ( Read more... )

I know it's not about me.  Hardly ever does other people's behavior have anything to do with me - it's about them and their issues. I know that. It still hurts.

In the last 3 days I've had significant mood swings, in some cases brought on by really minor things. The anniversary party was not a minor thing - and it was stupid of me to go. However, ( Read more... )

So here's what that was about ( Read more... )

You bastard. you keep doing this to me and I won't have it anymore. I was fine until you showed up last night and dumped all your anxiety on me and made me fall apart all over again. God damn you leave me alone ( Read more... )

You Are 62% Evil
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