Haven't been very active lately. Tried to enjoy the holiday season and get my body back to normal so I can shock another 20 lbs off it this month. Starts tomorrow.

Fucked 3 guys in one week. Only one that I like. I like him a lot. I made the first move last night and he went for it. Hopefully he gets addicted. He already asked for round 2. ( Read more... )

Have been out of it. Ugh I hit 193 and then freakishly started gaining weight from my body holding all it's nutrients. I've been eating. Bingeing. I'm not weighing. I'm getting back to "normal" so I can shock my body with another 20 lbs. Now, or after Xmas?!?!

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Freakin. Still climbing. I was 198 today, so I'm hoping to go down tomorrow. A that t was just a little freak blip where my body hated me

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I don't even know anymore. My body hates me. I'm 195 today and I just don't understand. I'm not consuming anything today. No water, no food, nothing. Fuck this.

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I really don't understand my body right now. After work I was hoping to weigh and see a 194 or even a 193. But no. It was a high 195. I don't get it. I really don't.

I took 2 stackers at 11 and had an apple at noon. I drank water the rest of the night.

Should I eat a few hundred calories to trick my body or should I just stop. What if I crawl up ( Read more... )

At 930 I weighed in at 193.0 pre shower, then post shower I was 194. 8. I don't get it. One bit. Officially posting at 193 even tho who the fuck knows but on my weight loss app, i don want to screw up my average. I will be 192 tomorrow. Or else.

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Skipping today's weigh in. I feel huge and I'm still bloated from my workout last night. I was going thru my dietitians folder about how weight can be affected by certain things and weight lifting is one. "sore muscles or weighing in after weight training can have a bigger number on the scale. your muscles are holding water and lactic acid."

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Well I only ate about 200 cals today and drank a shitload of water and worked out cardio and weights. I'm all puffy now. Post gym weigh in 196. Hope it's just from the workout and water. I need to be 193 tomorrow.

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194 today. Woo hoo. BUT I'm supposed to go to a Mexican reataurant with a friend tonight after work. What the hell am I going to eat there?!?!?!?!?!

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Ended up eating an egg and a handful of frozen red grapes. I thin I weighed too soon this am at 196 cuz an hour later I was 195 and still am at 830 pm. Let's hope for a 194 in the am!!!!

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