Chelsea,
I know I'm not the greatest of person. I also know that you deserve much better than me. So I think I am just holding you back. I will give you the "time apart" that you wanted. I can tell by the way you act that you dont love or like me anymore. I'm sorry for all the things in the past. We cant change that. But there is one things I want ( Read more... )

i was just checking in to see how things are going ( Read more... )

i had this terribly wondeful update about how i made a livejournal to forget everything that was in this one. and lj went read only on my ass. and i lost the entry. so FUCK THIS.

Dear Livejournal ( Read more... )

i do have your sn. but i am to scared to talk to you too...yeah. i saw the away message ( Read more... )

i have a knack for saying way more than i should. with that being said...


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i make myself incredibly sick.

disregard everything i ever said in this entry if you read it before hand. yes i love you all. and yes something is terribly wrong but it just doesnt really even matter anymore...

i will wait until the day that my chance comes back even if it is forever.

and do you want to know why my heart hurts?

not because i am stuck in the past.
not because my life is lame
not because i like a boy...

but because blink 182 are calling it quits. there was no "maybe" in it. it is permanent ( Read more... )

i played the delete game a second time today..

i need to stop saying so much because it only makes the situation more awkward...

things that suck[x] car accidents ( Read more... )