my heart hurts...

[riots_4_reasons]

and do you want to know why my heart hurts?

not because i am stuck in the past.
not because my life is lame
not because i like a boy...

but because blink 182 are calling it quits. there was no "maybe" in it. it is permanent.

you see. blink 182 is a big part of me. if not for them, i would be white trash. or just. something completely different from what i am right now. and now i will never live my lifelong dream of going on tour with blink 182 and getting them to like me enough to give me a copy of the original buddha tape...

i grew up on and fell in love with blink 182. and it led to the ataris and mxpx and fenix tx. well here i am today. spanning anything from every time i die to incubus to death cab for cutie to bright eyes.

this really does make me sad. and the more i read of other's sadness over it. the sadder i become. listening to blink 182 used to make me smile. now it makes me sad.

xRxIxPx blink 182 <3

thankyou for growing up with me
thankyou for being there for me
thankyou for showing me the music
thankyou for making me laugh
thankyou for making me cry
thankyou for everything