this one needs to go with down with you, my lovely livejournal.
Chelsea,
I know I'm not the greatest of person. I also know that you deserve much better than me. So I think I am just holding you back. I will give you the "time apart" that you wanted. I can tell by the way you act that you dont love or like me anymore. I'm sorry for all the things in the past. We cant change that. But there is one things I want you to know and that is that I LOVE YOU and nothing will change that. There are so many things I wish I could do or change. I would give you the world on the plate if you asked for it. I feel you get more and more distant. They only thing I can do is pray for the best. I wish I could drive on to the end with you. But I feel I'm not not the right person. I want to believe that I am. But there's someone out there better than me. This hurts to say this. But you seem to want to leave me. So ITS YOUR CHOICE. But whatever the outcome, I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU.
I know I'm not the greatest of person. I also know that you deserve much better than me. So I think I am just holding you back. I will give you the "time apart" that you wanted. I can tell by the way you act that you dont love or like me anymore. I'm sorry for all the things in the past. We cant change that. But there is one things I want you to know and that is that I LOVE YOU and nothing will change that. There are so many things I wish I could do or change. I would give you the world on the plate if you asked for it. I feel you get more and more distant. They only thing I can do is pray for the best. I wish I could drive on to the end with you. But I feel I'm not not the right person. I want to believe that I am. But there's someone out there better than me. This hurts to say this. But you seem to want to leave me. So ITS YOUR CHOICE. But whatever the outcome, I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU.