why is this my life...

other men's women

how many times in life can we make decisions that are important, but won't hurt anyone, at what age does this become impossible, understand that spaces of time can be twisted into someones emotional noose. can we just have a moment not ruined by a constant ringing of resistance in my head, yes it's fear that makes us slow, and we dissolve before ( Read more... )

there is no internal difference between waking life and dreaming. the brain functions exactly the same in both, neurological synapses fire in the same patterns and corners of the mind, we wake from one into the other, with one slight difference. waking consciousness is dreaming, but dreaming constrained by external reality, it’s all fucking make ( Read more... )

secret agent shifter ( Read more... )

i’m not giving up ( Read more... )

if we are all just pieces of the puzzle then, what happens to the pieces that don't fit?

it doesn't mean that much to me, to mean that much to you

don't fall in love with everyone you meet, is the message i keep recieving, but when i look into a face i fall for it's unique radiance, and choke on my heart as it tries to jump out my throat, and pounds down the house

at this point in my life i think i have more friends then i ever have, and more importantly i’ve met a few people who actually understand me and understand the reasons behind the things i do, they understand these reasons far better then anyone i’ve grown up with and have been friends with my whole life. so why do i feel so fucking alone right now ( Read more... )

it’s been too long ( Read more... )

i was lying on my back with shirt soaked to skin staring at the darkened sky, waiting for a shooting star or just a satellite to wish upon, i sought such uneven whims when it occurred to me then that this is no way to recover or replace, i’m just withering away. what i saw as a bird and read as a sign turned to be only an angry wind, i could not ( Read more... )