"There’s close enough
And there’s too far
It won’t change an empty stare
But I can’t seem to end
These images
Hauntingly looks like hell"It's been alittle more then two months since my last entry. I know it's been a long time but it seems that not much of need is depending on my urge to update. I don't know. I just don't have the heart anymore ( Read more... )

"It's time to forget about the past
To wash away what happened last
Hide behind an empty face
Don't have too much to say
'Cause this is just a game"Alright folks. Another action packed journal update for you. I know that I haven't made one since when ever it was I last updated. I know; I'm a slacker. Oh well. I'd figured that I should just post ( Read more... )

"I didn't say all the things that I wanted to say
And you can't take back what you have taken away
Cause I feel you
Ohh I feel you near me"Once again, I find myself typing up another over-due journal entry of my life. I'm almost positive that no one reads this damn thing anyways. Despite this self-rant, I'm going to blaze on, and fill you in on the ( Read more... )

"Mama put my guns in the ground
I can't shoot them anymore
That cold black cloud is comin' down
Feels like I'm knockin' on heaven's door
Knock-knock-knockin' on heaven's door"I figure that I should just post every month now, seeing that it's been exactly one month since my last update. I guess alot has happened to me over the past month, a few ( Read more... )

"Fuck it, no more waiting for the world to turn
Bloody as my smile dripping ear to ear
I haven't lived for a moment and think it's too damn late to learn"God, it's been awhile, hasn't it? I keep promising updates when I only post on an erratic pattern. 21 days since my last one, sorry about that folks. I suppose I never really have gotten around to ( Read more... )

"Never more alone than all alone
I don't know where the hell I am
But they say there's a price to pay for asking questions
So I'm guessing and ending up where I began"Yes. For those who may have question whether I am still alive or not, here is your answer. It's been a month since I've actually posted, though, I have made several attempts at it. ( Read more... )

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"I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But it's home to me and I walk alone"Sometimes, I wish I had the answers to everything. This way, I would figure out why everything happens the way it does. I have so many questions that I want answered but they will never be answered because they simply cannot be. ( Read more... )

"On the way down
I saw you, and you saved me from myself
And I won't forget the way you loved me
And on the way down
I almost fell right through
But I held on to you"It's been awhile since I've done an update. I apologize. I had started twice before to start a journal entry but never had the heart to finish it or was caught up in something else ( Read more... )

"I'm drowning in nothing
Nothing real
Nothing left
Nothing
I'm losing myself
Sinking deeper down"What ever little bit of hope I had left, was suddenly shredded into a million splinters as I saw it for my own eyes; the picture of them together, holding one another at the dance. I kept holding off, thinking that it wasn't true, that it was all made ( Read more... )