I still really dont understand why Tim has left me.

I think its because he is still overcome with rage when i talk to kyle, even of ita regarding something important.

So if he leaves my life, abandons me, etc, because j told kyle id be seperating our accounts

If tim decides that the reason doesnt matter

Thats something he chooses

Ive done nothing but ( Read more... )

I am worried that with tims attitude and standards

He will never find someone to love him again

I dont understand, still, what tims problem is.

Last night, ben came.over to hang out.

Originally, we were going to hang out at his moms house, but my jaw and throat were still sore and i disnt want to go out, so, ben brought over his computer so we could watch cartoons while sitting on my bed. (I know tim can be picky about company, so i put down an ( Read more... )

I strongly suspect that tim has medled with my phone and deleted things or changed things without my permission.
   This is a direct violation of my rights and ownership, and if he did in fact go in and maliciously delete or alter records, emails, etc, it wont be forgiven.
      I havnt asked him or confirmed with him at all, but if it comes up, i ( Read more... )

Today marks a special day for me.
I just got my perscription fo adderoll, starting at 5mg, and from now on, ill take one to two pills a day, to help me maintain focus and attention.

I havnt been on actual medication for my add scince i was in highschool.

Im so happy about this, i actually wanted to post it today, here, to be rembered later, as.the day ( Read more... )

I feel lost... Ive sacrificed close friendships and family time and changed parts of my life for Tim
  Every time he does something like this, his actions just scream "i dont care about you anymore"...

My boyfriend just managed to
-Tell me im fat (duh)
-Completely ignore any medeical evidence i havw for avoiding high-impact activity
-make me feel shitty
-not care at all how his comments make me feel

I dont feel like thinkong about hik right now...

Hes found a critisizm to say about my weight, my judgement, my looks, my clothes, my home, my friends ( Read more... )

Tim! I feel so hurt by you!!! You let your hate of someone you never see, turnninto a knife that you stab me with.
   I work hard to plan a life with you, and by even answering a call from someone YOU hate, you verbally abuse me amd treat me like shit.

How on earth do you think you are right? In what universe is it ok to treat people like this?

Who can have a soulmate who abuses them?

Anger comes from fear

I left kyle because he stopped caring about me as a person, didnt want to know my soul

Does tim want to know my soul? He doesnt act like it...

I talked to kyle briefly today, he told me about this girl he is involves with. She sounds a little bit crazy... Like a nice person, but very chaotic.

He sounds very in love with her.

Im happy to hear that he is over our breakup, and moving on to other people.

I texted tim that i spoke with kyle briefly, and tim OF COURSE went nuts about it.
Hes still ( Read more... )