I might have to manage an entire three day vacation with my mom's boyfriend. I am pissed. Him and his daughter will have to stalk us the entire time we are there. Her boyfriend will treat me like I am retarded since I think he does not get that emotional disorders do not make you stupid. He speaks to me slowly and dances around to get my attention ( Read more... )

Today has been horribly shitty. I was informed that my aunt was rushed in for emergency surgery on her brain. They found a brain tumor and were forced to operate. This came as a shock to us all since she never before had any problems and no problems with tumors either. She is my aunt and godmother. She is currently out of surgery and in the ICU but ( Read more... )

Today has been good. I hung out at home and watched a movie with my sister. Nothing too interesting but still it has been fun. I also went swimming in the rain today which is actually really fun to do. I am somewhat bored at the moment but still.....life is good.

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Meh things are good. I had a smoking relapse so now I have to quit all over again which sucks. I can't really go to sleep because I forgot to take my sleeping pills :/. I will probably not sleep tonight and just sleep really late tommorrow. Haha I did a new icon that I find kinda funky and yes that is a picture of me with straightened hair and ( Read more... )

Anyways today has been ok. I am going to salvation army and then a thrift store in west boylston which should be amusing. I am collecting old records to nail onto an entire stretch of my walls. I hate when people make you wait and then you do not know how long to wait or even if it will ever happen, I dunno it makes me feel like they don't give a ( Read more... )

I am actually doing awesome which is most likely due to the increase of depression meds but still! I hung out with Billy today which was interesting and while we were at the mall some old geezers were staring at me. Then they had a bunch of their friends come it started out with one old geezer and ended with 6. I also got a new lighter, ring and 6 ( Read more... )

I had a breakdown last night so I feel like shit. I woke up a 4 pm and am still exhausted. I don't know what to do I am just tired and sick of some people's bullshit(none of my LJ friends because I <3 you all!). I haven't smoked in three days so I am having horrible cravings. My aunt hasn't gotten the surgery so we don't know if she has cancer or ( Read more... )

I have three new poems I would like to get your ponions on so here goes ( Read more... )

I am really happy for some reason although I miss hanging out with my old school friends....I just feel like sometimes I would be better off if I was still at KBPS. I am happy because I am over Zack and I like no one so I feel free and happy. Slept till 3:30 pm today. Going to someplace soon. Not sure exactly where. I wrote three poems and will ( Read more... )