Jul 01, 2005 19:00
I have three new poems I would like to get your ponions on so here goes.
"Pain"
You took away my childhood,
You killed all my trust,
You turned everyone against me,
You made me feel it was my fault,
I wanted to kill myself,
Memories hurt so badly,
Still making me break down in tears,
Showing your face,
Worst mistake you ever made,
I never made this up,
It wasn't worth the attention,
The scars I have,
Never able to forget,
You got off on my weaknesses,
My pain will never heal,
I will never forgive you....
"Roses"
I left you roses,
Came back to only see that they had died,
Shriveled up and fallen apart,
Just like you have,
Roses start out beautiful and fresh,
Then to only see them slowly die,
Like your disease did to you,
You are unable to stop a roses decomposition,
I was unable to stop you from decomposing,
Only able to watch from the sidelines,
Even though something beautiful is dying,
You can preserve roses for a little longer,
I was not selfish enough to preserve your life,
You like a rose will never be forgotten...
"Hope"
Fake hope,
The only thing you left me with,
Hanging on to you when I shouldn't,
You keep hurting me,
I loved who you used to be,
You are only a monster now,
Giving me hope you will change back,
Everything that you ever said was bullshit,
You said you were attached,
I was stupid enough to believe,
I was the only one who truley cared,
You are alone and cold now,
I hope you are happy to have given fake hope...
Those are them I hope you enjoyed and please tell me what you honestly though of them. They all had to do with life changing events for me. They all were very horrible things and things I will never forget. They are about nobody from Parker or anything but about people who really hurt me and people you I loved that died.