Happy Days!
I am really happy for some reason although I miss hanging out with my old school friends....I just feel like sometimes I would be better off if I was still at KBPS. I am happy because I am over Zack and I like no one so I feel free and happy. Slept till 3:30 pm today. Going to someplace soon. Not sure exactly where. I wrote three poems and will post them eventually or just IM me to hear them I suppose. I looked horrible when I was babysitting recently because some hot 16 year old came over and was hitting on me and grabbed my ass which I found extremely creepy. I got paid 20$ so I am happy. I am going to get something tommorrow I have no idea why I just know I am. I am so happy because I finally feel free and actually able to accept that things aren't my fault. I danced in the rain today which was grand. I smoked alot but o well that's life. I feel like I can finally let myself be happy and I don't know what changed to allow me to do so. I think it is because I was able to get out my feelings to my family and for once in my life they actaully excepted me. Today has been a day I will never forget. It was the day that my family accepted me and finally made me feel ready to let myself be happy again.