Jul 06, 2005 17:25
I had a breakdown last night so I feel like shit. I woke up a 4 pm and am still exhausted. I don't know what to do I am just tired and sick of some people's bullshit(none of my LJ friends because I <3 you all!). I haven't smoked in three days so I am having horrible cravings. My aunt hasn't gotten the surgery so we don't know if she has cancer or not, I miss my dad so much, and I just feel so alone. I dunno what to do right now I guess I will wait it out maybe things will get better. Anyways there's an update of how I have been feeling and whats going on with me.