take me away

tore the balcony section of flooring out of the york beach cinima before it gets tore down on monday. I am glad I did that, it I feel it will prove to be a great floor for the appartment and it also was a very valuable learning process ( Read more... )

went riding to day, sucked it up big time. just not a very productive day of riding.
didnt have the control I usually do. not really sure why.
probibly need to ride more
got hasseled today a few times
police got called, on one occassion, left before they got there
I dont need it
just let me ride my fucking bike

very negitive day over all.

not

going on a mission on saterday, with the lovely sophie and I am so pumped. I cant even explian.

on sunday I am going on a riding mission and once again I am so excited.

I rode with some one today that is the most stupid person I have ever met ( Read more... )

do you want to die ( Read more... )

tired as shit
and just plain tired.

carving a pumpkin

but gona do it tomorrow, started drawing it, but I dont want to fuck up the cuts so I will really start tommorrow

midnight walks and heart to heart talks. are what the world needs more of.

ever feel like theres nothing left out there in the world. its funny. if I were to kill my self, it wouldnt have any thing to do with depression at this point in my life, nothing to do with anxity, just purly that there isnt a thing that I find to be challanging.

I am sitting here, dieing here. in search of life some where out there. I have just found a life in some one which appears to mirror my own driving force. that is what makes me tick the way I do. right now at this moulment I feel like holding conversation and having a seemingly completely insingnificent talk of which would make the world whole, in ( Read more... )