coconut killers.

FreerideTDeathil: I painted a sick racing stripe on my car ( Read more... )

so sick, so sick of all of this

I'm not living
I'm just killing time

I generaly try to enjoy "its a wonderful life" every year with some one important to me, generaly who I am dating. and this year I have no one, and I honestly dont know what to do. I feel very away from the world right now, and I dont like it at all. dissconected.

what is this relationship that we have. how does it exist, how did it ever get to this point. I dont think i can every know.

new dog, seems to be a good fuck. but we will know in a bit.

went riding last night at rye, had a nice anxity attack for about 30 minutes, froze up and just watched ( Read more... )

tired

did the hospital christmas party last night a fosters, went awesome.

but the real high light, was the dance party at the end. when there was about 20 people left we had an awesome dance party and danced for about 45 minutes. it was fucking great.