So.....another boring Saturday at VyStar. But I actually have work to do today. But as you see, I'm not doing it. My head hurts really bad! I feel like I'm going to explode. Well, Ben called me last night to say good night. He also told me that whenever I have time, we're going to talk about everything that's been going on. But he OPENED HIS ( Read more... )

Why is it that when I ask him if this is what he wants, then why does he say I don't know. How could you not know? He sits there and says that we can be together when we're both mature, but I thought that we were maturing together. I don't know what to do. Should I move on? Should I wait? Everyone says that he treats me bad.....everyone says that I ( Read more... )

Last night, Ben and I broke up. I don't understand why but if this is what he wants, then there is nothing that I can do about it. If he loves me as much as he says he does, then why is he doing this to me?

Another day at work. Yippee.... yeah right. It was okay today though because I was doing something new so it was kind of exciting. It's hard to believe that I will be working for the rest of my life. That just blows my mind. I've only been working for two years and I'm ready to commit!

I can't believe that it's almost Christmas. My, My this year ( Read more... )

Okay, Ben's finally getting his bike today! Thank GOD! Now he won't have to bum a ride from me and he'll actually have money without worrying about spending it ( Read more... )

LAYER ONE
-- Name: Jessica
-- Birthday: 02/07/1987
-- Current Location: VyStar cubicle
-- Eye Color:  brown
-- Hair Color: changes every month but naturally brown
-- Height: 5'2
-- Righty or Lefty: righty!!
-- Zodiac Sign: Aquarius

LAYER TWO
-- Your heritage: White and Vietnamese
-- The shoes you wore today: brown heels
-- Your weakness: my emotions
-- Your ( Read more... )

Ben is just getting on my nerves day after day after day! Thanksgiving Day was the worst ever. We argued the entire day almost. About anything and everything. I told him that I don't know if I want to be with him anymore because I don't know how much more fighting I can take. It's making me insane! Ben even asked me if I was bipolar. I told him ( Read more... )

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This weekend was okay! Friday night, Ben and I went to the movies and saw Jarhead. It was good. I loved it. Ben feel asleep during the whole movie almost. But it was nice to spend time with my man. Saturday I stayed at home and video taped some stuff for my parents. Then I had to work from 5-10. I stayed the night at Ben's house and we just stayed ( Read more... )

Sorry that I haven't wrote in a while. Been hooked on myspace. I get to know all the drama on that thing. Well, Ben and I can't stop arguing. I think that we're going to argue until January when he doesn't have two jobs anymore. It just sux that I never get to see him. I plan on moving out in January. My friends Spice and Rebecca want to but I want ( Read more... )