Nov 14, 2005 15:04
Sorry that I haven't wrote in a while. Been hooked on myspace. I get to know all the drama on that thing. Well, Ben and I can't stop arguing. I think that we're going to argue until January when he doesn't have two jobs anymore. It just sux that I never get to see him. I plan on moving out in January. My friends Spice and Rebecca want to but I want to move out with Ben. But he doesn't know if he'll be able to afford it. I figured that I would get an apartment with them and then whenever Ben's ready, he could move in with me. But of course Ben says no. He says that he doesn't want to live with a whole bunch of girls. So I was thinking that We could just get a two bedroom and I could share with someone until I move out with Ben. I need to figure out a way that I can afford everything. My car payments are going to kill me. I'm trying to talk my parents into helping me out a little bit but I doubt that its going to happen. I'm glad that the end of the year is coming. This month my cheerleader's have regional competition. Then next month, maybe nationals! Plus, I'm going to the mountains after Christmas. I want Ben to go but I doubt that he will because my parents do not like him. I only wish that they could get along becuase I plan on spending the rest of my life with him. But I think that I whould maybe get back to work now.