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well-- things are... pretty good. i feel like i'm a freaking roller coaster. but i dont wanna talk about HiM today.

THE WEATER-- would be awesome, if i could just stay at home. i wanna sit at home and sleep for a while, till like noon, then wake up and shower and walk around in shitty clothes and then maybe even read some.. and then i wanna go play ( Read more... )

i am so tired of everything. i wish i was graduating this year so i could move on, past everything that bellville ever reminds me of. all of my troubles are orbiting around Austin. i NEED to break up with him, for ME. but i know i won't. i know i should, but i won't. i am too dependent on ALWAYS having someone there. we're probably going to break ( Read more... )

well, lets see. i cannot wait until christmas break.. i cannot wait to go to WHIRLWIND with younglife.. i am going to try to get my money to Rick like THIS WEEK. i want to go SO MUCH. i love YL trips. i might go to Crooked Creek again this summer just because its somuchfun. austin is back from hunting.. we are back to normal.. it feels oh-so-great ( Read more... )

i am so pissed off. i am so pissed off. i am so pissed off. i am so pissed off. i am so pissed off. i am so pissed off. i am so pissed off. iamsopissedoff. iamsopissedoff. i am so angry. i am sooooo angry. i am mad at austin. i am SO mad at Austin. i am so pissed off at austin. i am furious. i am enraged. i am wanting to punch my wall. i am so mad ( Read more... )

well.. let's see... i don't know what to write about.. umm, yesterday i went with alexis after school and we met up with Paige and we went to the Barbeque thingy Colin asked us to come to.. it was fun.. so many little freshmen girls, i like them all. Alexis told Katerina and Leigh-Taylor that we were gunna take them and allie out sometime. I can't ( Read more... )

this weekend was okay ( Read more... )

oh and i forgot the fucking whore-ass-bitch CALLIE called austin and austin missed it and then he called back bc he didnt know who it was (he doesnt have her #) and he said the VM sounded like natashia and told ME to call it back so when i did i said who is this (it didnt sound like nat) and the girl goes "who is this" and i said "you called me, ( Read more... )

Young Life starts tonight!! I AM SO EXCITED! YAY!!

i love young life. anyway. im not having tuesday night tomorrow night. i needa break. :-/ sowwy.

tonight me austin lauren alexis derek kautz and justin cupples rode around.. yadda yadda yadda it was a boring night you dont need the details.

jeremy pisses me off the way he acts around amanda. pssh whatever. he's the stupidest boy ALIVE. i swear to dirt he is.

i took my name off the list for Stu. Co. sorry, but i don't wanna do it. i had a long ( Read more... )