So I've adopted a vegetarian/sort of vegan diet.  I say sort of vegan because I still eat eggs - they are delicious.  It's actually been a lot easier than I thought it would be.  Probably because I'm restricting my caloric intake as well, and am thinking that whatever it is I'm eating is fucking delicious ( Read more... )

Hydromorphone. half an 8 pill ( Read more... )

Lately I've been feelings more and more isolated from my peers.  About 5% of them actually understand the issues I've been dealing with, while 95% of them say they understand, and proceed to make me feel like shit over everything I have zero control over.  I'm so done with highschool, I barely survived it the first time and now I feel like I'm ( Read more... )

Hours smoke-free:  21 ( Read more... )

Okay, it's coming down to the wire now, something's gotta give ( Read more... )

Three.  I've now had Three Psychiatrists tell me that they think I have mild to moderate Borderline Personality Disorder.  The last one to do so said that I was possibly on the milder end of the spectrum at this point in my treatment/life.  I've been researching it a little and I have to say... It's actually kind of fitting.  Borderlines tend to ( Read more... )

Trust is like a mirror; you can fix it if it's broken, but you'll always see the crack in that motherfucker's reflection.

The sad fact is this:  I heart a cardiac arrest, was clinically DEAD for 18 minutes, in a coma for 6 days, on life support for seven, had heart surgery and was in the hospital for over two weeks.  I know that you knew this happened and I know what your response to hearing about it was.  I would have called you if the shoe was on the other foot, I ( Read more... )

A couple of days ago I went to an interview at this newish organic high end grocery store and they just called me back and offered me the job!!  Most of their employees start at 9/hour, but they said that because I had so much experience they're starting me at 11!  I'm really really happy about it.  I get a MASSIVE discount on all of the wonderful ( Read more... )

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