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love is the equation, not the answer.

what i really want more than anything is to know. i want to know my future, my job, my hobbies. i want to know where i'll live, who my neighbors are, what i'll cook every night. i want to know if i'll find love so i can pass the time until it happens, i want to know if i won't, so i can enjoy my time and not lose any sleep. i want to know my ( Read more... )

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1) The phone is empty and the hours fall on by- 9, 10, 11. Half past twelve and the night is creeping in slowly from the windows, flickering the lights, rustling the blinds. A call, of sorts, though 'plea' would be more accurate. Restlessness finds its way in, creeping up the spine, pain begging to be walked away or wind-kissed and I want to ( Read more... )

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i don't know if i'm going to make it. i don't know if i'm going to make it. i don't know if i'm going to make it.

i don't think i'm gonna make it.