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[resurrecting]

what i really want more than anything is to know. i want to know my future, my job, my hobbies. i want to know where i'll live, who my neighbors are, what i'll cook every night. i want to know if i'll find love so i can pass the time until it happens, i want to know if i won't, so i can enjoy my time and not lose any sleep. i want to know my

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[velocitysquared]

Part of me, as well, longs for that knowing. But I try to convince myself that the not knowing can be just as good. I go back and forth.

[deeper_than_the]

i adore you.

[melsy040]

even though i've posted both randomly and rarely... i feel like i really haven't been on here since high school, when everything still seemed so hopeful... even though i didn't seem to think so at the time, looking back over everything. it made me really happy when i checked on here today, to see that you still write sometimes. i feel like i've lost all my words. and it's nice to see that there's at least one thing that hasn't changed too much. miss you.

[improviso]

how well i understand you, as i constantly wonder the same...

glad i found your livejournal, may i add you? ;)

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