So. My sister's now in rehab. She's 16 and in rehab. I don't know the details yet but she's in. Still says I attacked her when she assaulted me. I'm a muddle of emotions - sad, relieved, a little angry... We'll see which wins. Hope it's not guilt ( Read more... )

Zoe's birthday has me exhausted already. Day 2 of partying. Woo?

But Chris and I are having a lot of fun lately. Oh, are we ever.

Hanson - Yearbook
...this one goes out to Andie, my fellow Hanson fan. This was my favorite song from the very first time I listened to Middle of Nowhere.

Nothing happened - she wouldn't be in the same room as me.

Also, my baby sister is so awesome! 9 years old and she was all "yes!" when I wanted to put swing music, classic rock, The Matches, and The Ordinary Boys on her new Ipod.

Tonight is my first extended time with my sister since she assaulted me. I'll keep you posted ( Read more... )

I don't even fucking know ( Read more... )

It's weird having everyone worried about me. I hated coming to mom's after work and being scared to open the door, unsure I would find the house empty. Especially since I realized my sister (no doubt deliberately) left the sliding glass door unlocked ( Read more... )

Okay, my sister in law came over (and later my brother) and we watched stupid tv and movies and had pizza and brownies. It helped I think.

Um. I am not sure I can talk about what happened without rambling on and getting repetitive, so I'm just gonna put it behind a ( cut tag. )

If there were a Mikeyway signal (like the batsignal, only cooler. Yes, cooler, shut the fuck up!), what would it be?

Poll signal

The Matches - From 24C
I had this stuck in my head today as I was thinking about my sister

I am so tired. I didn't make it as late as usual last night, and even after a full night's sleep I'm thinking of going back to bed. Argh. That is not on - I have chores today! Laundry, and grocery shopping, and buying gas, and maybe some nice black capris so I can look cute and not like I'm playing dress-up in my mother's clothes for the Bastille ( Read more... )

I just had a nice long conversation with my grandmother about my mother and her irrationality, my sister and her mental/emotional state, and my own history with depression. We mapped out milestones on a mental timeline. I was surprised to hear her say that she and her husband had talked about my depression or something along those lines probably as ( Read more... )