Sometimes it's kind of surprising what I see looking back on past entries. Moments in life that I forgot, thoughts I thought about then and still think now. Sometimes it feels like my current self is validated, that things happened and progressed to make me like where I am now. Other times I just feel embarrassed at how I sound, ahaha.

"You two were so close before. And now you just grew apart. That's really sad ( Read more... )

...and I freaking love Snowpiercer you know ( Read more... )

So I have lots of Matthew Swift feels, but the fandom is so small, just so small it's hard to properly channel these fandom feels.

At least the fandom is considerably bigger than the Knight and Rogue one. Which still makes me go D: and I should really stop getting into obscure things if I want my emotional investment to be properly looked after ( Read more... )

I have just discovered Welcome to Night Vale

and I just realized I have 5 units of labs

which translates to 15 hours a week.

FIFTEEEEEN.

Even if I just only have 16 units

You know, sometimes I go into things, or do things that makes me feel disappointed at myself because I never get to where I want to be-- not even near where I am supposed to be. I never try hard enough for it- I try, trust me, I try to my best of abilities, and to the best of the circumstances around me, but it's never, ever enough. I keep falling ( Read more... )

Sometimes, I find myself suddenly missing my dad ( Read more... )

Okay, I've got to get to London, like, ASAP or at least, sometime before I turn 25, because I realize I wouldn't be able to write any good Matthew Swift fanfiction otherwise. Or if I did, I do it in: Fitton (because cabin pressure, and Fitton is fictional YEY), or non-magical alternate universe (in which I already have some ideas, in which one of ( Read more... )

I just saw the poster for the new Star Trek movie coming out next year, and I'm really glad that I managed to watch the 2009 film this year, on TV, because I really don't want to watch Star Trek just because Benedict Cumberbatch is there.

I might, even if I didn't watch the 2009 film, but I sorta... "dislike" sci-fi, after that god-awful book I ( Read more... )

http://www.risingshadow.net/library?action=book&book_id=37098

BOOK 2? HOW COME I HAVEN'T HEARD NEWS OF BOOK 2 YET, BUT THEN I SEE THIS

THANK YOU GOOD READS

2013, COME TO ME

SOON PLEASE, BEFORE I FOREVER LOST THE ABILITY TO CAN

SORRY GUYS, BUT THE SUMMARY FOR ( Read more... )