I dropped Leandra off at her "daddy's" last night in Augusta. I hate leaving her. Makes me so sad :( She cried and of course was fine after I left. She loves being there but hate when I leave her.She's my baby, my world, my life. I'm lost and lonely without her. I met a friend in Lewiston just so I didn't have to come home right away. I got home at ( Read more... )

woke up to " good morning my beautiful mommy, I love you!". That's the best wake up I've had since I can remember ( Read more... )

Omg, I can't believe it has been 2 years since I have posted an entry. My daughter will be 4 on the 17th. My life has been through hell and back, sometimes I feel like I'm still there. I really don't know what to do. I'm getting burnt out with school and being a single mom. No guy lasts even a year. Leandra's "daddy" and biological father both live ( Read more... )

For those of you who know, my next door neighbor was murdered early yesterday morning. To keep from more phone calls and questions I am posting the story here for you to read. This is all we know right now and I suspect all we will know for a while.http://www.

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single again

http://www.fubar.com/join.php?friend=1635920

 I thought I had more friends then this. Go and vote for Leandra please. Just click the link, go to sign in and log on as a guest and then vote. Her pidture comes right up. I need this scholarship money for school!

http://www.brickfish.com/Pages/PhotosAlbums/PhotoView.aspx?picid=358013_65925246&=PPIMEMAIL&isep=1&pbapi=394684&pbvi=11280217

vote for my baby girl so I can win some scholarship money!

http://www.brickfish.com/FlashServices/GetPropSWF.frss?ContentCode=3_1139906_65925246_103_-1_221&swfv=5&isep=1&pbapi=394684&pbvi=11280217&phtid=00000000-0000-0000-0000-000000000000&stgw=310&stgh=445&lblh=125&Domain=www.brickfish.com&AutoPlay=0&htid=47f778f4-a9b0-41ff-ae22-3e8d204d0956& ( Read more... )

I just got fired from Sweetser when I went in at 2:30 today. So instead of getting another job, I think I am going to go back to school.