is my 25th birthday! I am celebrating tomorrow night. Movie, dinner and then drinks and pool. Mulligans in Bideford fro those that want to go. Let me know, I will be posting the drinks and pool time later today.

Things have been going good lately. Me and Jason are getting along great and we have been spending QUALITY time together. We spend more time as a family too. That makes me happy. I don't think we have really been happy like this in a long time.

On another note, I have been really stressed out. Doc keeps changing my meds around and I keep reacting a ( Read more... )

 Girls Do The Top Part
Guys Do The Bottom Half.
Bisexual Do Both.

TURNS YOU ON = ON
TURNS YOU OFF = OFF
YOU DON'T CARE = DC

Girls, IF A GUY:

Wears a grill: off
Dresses Gangsta: off
Dresses Skater: dc
Dresses Athletic: dc
Has brown eyes: dc
Has hazel eyes: dc
Has blue eyes: dc
Smokes cigarettes: OFF
Smokes weed: dc
Plays sports: on
Can skate: dc
Writes lyrics: dc
Nice ( Read more... )

So I did the stupid things and told him that I liked him. I should have kept it to myself. It doesn't do me any good that he knows. That many miles makes things really hard. Now I am ganna visit and it will be weird I'm sure. Granted it was a lie by telling him I "couldn't like him" depending on how he took it. He sees it as a lie. I don't for the ( Read more... )

I'm really not sure what I am supposed to do anymore. I am messed up on so many different levels. My mom who moved in to help has taken over my life as if I was a child again. Money is always a big issue when you are a single mom. And I can't seem to get my love life right.

How can you love one person so much and want it all to work out ok but know ( Read more... )

My lifes dramatic,
this I know
Can I change it?
I hope so
It's just a guess, it's just a thought
can a good man help or not?
The drama has to go
trust me I'm trying
you have no idea how many nights I stay up crying
I'm workin hard and that'sa fact
I want my life again, I want it back!

CAUTION: Be prepared to laugh out loud...I laughed till I cried ( Read more... )

Started my new job at Sweetser and I love it so far. Well, I don't know if it will always be this likable. I had a really EASY first night according to the other staff. One problem child was it. Out of 8 girls, I hope they are all really easy nights.

Leandra's first birthday is coming up and it makes me sad yet so happy too. She is getting so big so fast. She's my girl ( Read more... )

because everyone is so curious ( Read more... )