It was a cold but crisp night. The 5:00 traffic has come and gone and the streets got quieter. It was around 6:30 when i found myself driving to a Kohls parking lot. Usually my heart would race because i had the money to go splurge on clothes but tonight, was a different kind of night ( Read more... )

Christmas was good. I didnt get spoiled like i usually do but i dont care. It was a very hard christmas because my grandpa died in October.. so the holidays were different without him. Exspecially since he was the most exciting during x-mas. He as all about the tree and the lights and the goofy music. He made it fun. So with him gone.. it was just ( Read more... )

Im going to be honest ( Read more... )

Okayy ( Read more... )

I have completely and utterly fallen in love. I mean the kind of love that if the presence of him left my life, he might as well just take the air i breathe & my heart right with him because he is the air to my lungs & the beat to my heart ( Read more... )

hey girlies ( Read more... )

I must say reading my old livejournal entries was quite amusing due to the fact i was by far the most emotional, self-absorbed, hopeless romantic on the fucking planet. Ahahaha. But hey now killer before you go agreein' 100% on me, i will point out that i was 16 years old. I mean im not much older now being 18 & all but you would be surpised the ( Read more... )

Never look at pictures ( Read more... )

dammmmn its been forever.

not really feelin' to tell all thats happened.

but in a nutshell.

im going lights june 28th!!!

fuckkkk apppkk.
& fuckkkk marrrkkkk.
hes a fucking ASSHOLE.
i dont even care no more :)

..maybe just alittle
but aint nobody gotta know.
Gotta keep the front.

Okay so, ive given up on "trying to change the situation around". I gave up the letters, the phone calls, the begging, the crying. Im just gonna be his friend. Ive realized the more you tell a guy "dont do this dont do that" even if you have VERY good reasons, all it does is make them do it MORE. Why? I tell you why, because human natural instincts ( Read more... )