Im not perfect. But then again, i never claimed i was trying to be.
Im going to be honest.
OF COURSE, i miss the love i had with glenn. It was a rush of consuiming-cant-live-without-you love. But no matter how much of a cell thriller it may have been, it still didnt satisfy my happy crave. something in this wonderful, romantic, passionate love with him missed a mark that i need to say "I DO" too.
Then, i have Jake. Its a more laid back, comfortable love. A love i can be my complete self with. A love that although dosent have as much passion & lightning bolt to it.. its still love, just more a calm one.. i dont know. fuck man.
Anyway, i really think im going to just be single. I dont mind dating myself for awhile, haha. Who knows. All i know is that im 19 and i probably wont get it right for awhile.
<3
adios.
OF COURSE, i miss the love i had with glenn. It was a rush of consuiming-cant-live-without-you love. But no matter how much of a cell thriller it may have been, it still didnt satisfy my happy crave. something in this wonderful, romantic, passionate love with him missed a mark that i need to say "I DO" too.
Then, i have Jake. Its a more laid back, comfortable love. A love i can be my complete self with. A love that although dosent have as much passion & lightning bolt to it.. its still love, just more a calm one.. i dont know. fuck man.
Anyway, i really think im going to just be single. I dont mind dating myself for awhile, haha. Who knows. All i know is that im 19 and i probably wont get it right for awhile.
<3
adios.